3.1.09

..tiLL gOodbyes be nO mOre..


..life has its hurts.,and you and i have had our fair share..
..the hurt i receive i could bear.,but the hurt i give i could not dare..

..but..what hurts me..

..is not the pain inflicted by other people to me..
..but the pain i inflict to the people around me..

..and..what hurts me even more..

..is not that i cant change for the better..
..but that i am already changing for the worse..


..yet..what hurts me the most..

..is that i am in that moment in time..
..where who i am and how i have changed is not enough..
..and letting go is the only way i could ever make anyone happy..

..for..

..it hurts me so much to let you go..
..it hurts me too much to hurt you moreso..
..i love you so much i cant let go..
..but i love you too much that i'd let go..

..and so..

..i shall say goodbye till your hurt be no more..
..until that day goodbyes be no more..

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