HAPPY AM I TO BE bestowed with the cherished realization of the unbounded reality of the inconsolable fact that for each and every act or task you do with all the passion and dedication of your heart may and for most cases will actually make such a part of your heart as much as the what you have poured into it..
for the passion that burns in your heart and the dedication that flourishes in your actions conjugates and becomes a part of that which you are giving to and in equal return becomes a part of your heart and from a part of your life and lifestyle which is made manifest in your character and attitude as your identity..
and that identity becomes a name to be held with and more importantly a name to be lived with as we make our traverse amidst a world where who you are and the predicament where your identity is made known is a treasure in itself and a gift that you must carry and uphold as to what you are and who you are..
i am a cheerdancer..a cheerdancer is what i am..by body (bruised and injured).,by mind (stressed and nose-bled).,and by heart (fully engraved and embedded)..
it is an existence that i have lived for the past few months and within that short and long expanse of time a lot of happenings and moments have passed me by.,
bittersweet memories of by-standing in the lobby waiting for the others.,fooling off and getting along with those who have arrived.,worrying about the attendance of people late and not there.,very hot and sexy warm-up exercises.,spending weekdays and weekends with practice despite exams and tasks.,up going lifting-dancing practice until very deep into the night.,refreshing and cooling water breaks by the fountain.,having talks and discussions after a tiring practice.,and just enjoying their company at the end of the day..
such memories brings tears of joy and sadness.,how grand and great were those moments one we can and will surely call good times spent with the very people you have become used to and the very individuals you have become one with as a group as a team as a family where we find our happiness and at the same time brings about a brief sadness knowing that it wont be till along time from now that we can experience and share such times with them once again..it won't be till a year from now that we can experience a brand new adventure with them..
but then again i come to realize.,because of the very reason that brings that happiness and sadness to me can also be the very reason why i can be genuinely happy without being sad.,the fact that such events happened and are to happen in the future with the people that you have come to love being with is in itself a happy thought.,and still that bond you have made will be kept forth so long..the fact that i am with these cherished memories.,the fact that i am with these great friends.,and the fact that i am A CHEERDANCER..
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